Wildness, taming, and partnership
H is for HawkWildness, taming, and partnership describes a relationship that cannot be reduced either to human control or to a romantic escape from human life. In the book, goshawks are caught, housed, watched, and trained, but they are never domesticated in the way other animals living alongside people have been. Their independence unsettles the human desire to interpret and command them. The contrast between Helen Macdonald and Mabel, and T. H. White and Gos, makes the stakes clear: training may become attentive companionship, or it may reproduce coercion and damage under the name of mastery.
The social history of falconry
The terms in which people imagine hawks are shaped by more than the birds themselves. Helen Macdonald recalls initially preferring falcons, whose speed and aerial display were celebrated in falconry books, while goshawks seemed difficult, frightening woodland predators. She later connects this hierarchy to access and class. A falcon flown properly needs broad open country, such as grouse moors, partridge estates, or extensive farmland—spaces more readily available to wealthy or well-connected falconers. The goshawk, which can dash from the fist after nearby prey, can be flown in more places. Falconry’s language of nobility therefore reflects the social privilege of those who possessed suitable land as well as judgments about the birds.
Historical writing also gave the solitary goshawk trainer a disparaging identity. Medieval and later accounts cast the austringer as graceless and socially isolated, while writers described the goshawk as vicious, sulky, or difficult. The bird’s supposed defects and the trainer’s supposed inferiority reinforce one another: both are positioned outside the polished, aristocratic culture associated with falconry’s celebrated falcons. The book sets this tradition against a different account from seventeenth-century writers. They described goshawks as shy and fearful, but also sociable and affectionate when handled with kindness and consideration. In that account, a hawk’s difficult response may reveal the falconer’s rough treatment rather than an inherently defective temperament. Partnership begins by treating the animal’s behavior as a response, not merely as a flaw to be overcome.
Learning the hawk’s terms
For Helen Macdonald, such attention is practical before it becomes an idea. Early training requires reading posture and feathers closely enough to judge when to approach, withdraw, sit, or move. Tightly held feathers can signal fear; a looser posture can indicate ease. With sustained observation, even small changes around a hawk’s beak and eyes become legible. This close watching lets the trainer anticipate what the bird may do, but it also unsettles the boundary between observer and observed. As grief and vigilance alter her sense of self, Macdonald describes learning to notice the world through the hawk’s responses. The relationship changes the human watcher as well as the bird being watched.
Mabel’s behavior also exceeds the roles prescribed for her. When a visitor is present, she first watches the unfamiliar scene; later, during a quiet interval of feeding, she eats from Macdonald’s fist and shows signs of contentment. Her response is not simply a reward for the trainer’s progress: it unfolds amid a person turning newspaper pages, a television program, and another human in the room. Elsewhere, Mabel plays with paper, gently bites it, and investigates a rolled magazine as Macdonald interacts with her. These acts disclose capacities that the falconry books Macdonald has read did not lead her to expect. The encounter revises her fixed picture of the goshawk and makes play part of the relationship, rather than an activity reserved for human company.
That revision has a historical and ethical edge. Older accounts often treated a goshawk’s apparent anger or refusal as evidence of a naturally contrary, almost pathological nature. Macdonald notices how readily such judgments excuse the falconer from considering his own conduct. The more sympathetic early accounts she reads instead stress continual courtesy and attention to the hawk’s needs. The difference is not that the bird becomes predictable or ceases to be wild; it is that the human accepts responsibility for how the relationship is made. Mabel’s play and responses give her a presence beyond the inherited stereotype, even as Macdonald recognizes that people have long made hawks symbols of wildness and of the wish to tame it.
Gos and the cost of mastery
T. H. White’s training of Gos presents the destructive alternative. The book connects White’s effort to control the hawk with a childhood shaped by fear and powerlessness, and interprets the repeated struggle as a reenactment of painful experience. This is not presented as a fully conscious plan. White wants to make a wild bird obedient without destroying its natural spirit, but his attempt at mastery repeatedly becomes a struggle against the bird. Gos, imagined as capable of living and hunting freely, is instead reduced by the training to a damaged shadow of that possibility. The tragedy lies in the gap between White’s stated aim and the effect of his actions.
The turning point comes when White recognizes that he has become the persecutor he believed himself to oppose. He sees Gos as a powerless child and himself in the position of the threatening father. That recognition does not undo what has happened, but it changes what partnership could mean to him. When Gos is out in the trees, White stops trying to force the final capture with a pigeon he has tamed and come to regard as a companion. Gos escapes into the darkness; White later sees him soaring at a distance and believes the bird is happy in the wild. Yet freedom remains precarious: the jesses and swivel still attached to Gos could snag, leaving him unable to escape. White’s remorse is inseparable from loneliness, and his wish that he might treat Gos as a partner rather than a slave remains an aspiration, not a repaired outcome.
Freedom, access, and reciprocity
The book’s account of hunting in Maine widens the question of partnership beyond the individual trainer and hawk. Macdonald contrasts local hunting access under common law with Britain’s history of land held for exclusive sport. A wartime hunting article she recalls presented the ability to fish without trespassing on a nobleman’s property as part of an egalitarian tradition; it also acknowledged that Britain operated differently. In Maine, hunting is described as part of ordinary community life, with deer meat shared among households and hunting stories exchanged in everyday conversation. The contrast shows that human relationships with wild animals are shaped by property and access as well as by personal feeling.
The book does not resolve the contradiction between training a hawk and respecting its freedom. Falconry involves capture, equipment, food, and instruction; it cannot be presented as a relation untouched by human power. But the contrasts between Mabel’s responsive individuality, the older accounts of courteous handling, and Gos’s suffering make clear that power can be exercised in different ways. A hawk is not simply a human symbol, a therapeutic instrument, or a naturally bad-tempered creature. Partnership requires attention to the bird’s own actions and limits, and recognition that successful training does not make the wild animal the trainer’s possession in any complete sense.